We are waiting. My sweetie is in a lot of pain. There is not a lot I can do. I knew that I would have a sense of uselessness but this is a lot. I sit and watch my sweetie breath through pain that I never want to go through. I want to make her comfortable and take away the pain. I want her experience everything but not too much.
This is tough to watch. I will watch. I will be here for my sweetie and my little one.
More to come.